mellykitten., I can’t handle myself anymore. I’m tired and I’m...

I can’t handle myself anymore. I’m tired and I’m sad and I’m lonely, even though I have no reason to be. I don’t know why this is happening to me, like why me? I try my hardest to be a good person and in return I get a mind full of insecurities and pain and demons that won’t leave me alone. Sleeping is the worst because I have no control over what I think and feel. I can’t handle myself anymore.